I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Everyone knows I'm in Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
Everyone knows
I'm in Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in Over my head
Over my head With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
And everyone knows I'm in Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
Everyone knows She's on your mind
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
I'm in over my head I'm in over...
Everyone knows I'm in Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind
I'm missing a lot of things from my past and feeling kind of emo. I guess its just one of those days. But thats okay - music always tends to lift me up. I picked up my guitar for the first time in a lonng, longg time today. My fingers arent too pleased but I guess I'd better get used to it - Guitar first period all next semester. I'm pretty pumped. Speaking of pumped; I'm going to the switchfoot concert in february. It should be pretty sweet. I haven't been to a concert since the Goo Goo Dolls, which was incredible.
So, ten days ago (today) my best friend packed up all his belongings and moved to Sydney, Australia and I miss him like mad. I'm so proud of him, I can't believe he actually did it. It's always been talked about but for people to take action in their words is hardly heard of. He says its beautiful and and I'm envious. A year is a long time when you're waiting for something, especially if you don't even know if its attainable or realistic. I've been thinking about post-secondary and if I'll get accepted to either of the institutions I want to go too and I get knots in my stomach just thinking about it. It seems so far away, but its really not. I haven't even gotten my passport yet. Or applied to college. Or finished Highschool. There just seems like theres so much to do before my life can even start. I just hope that everything works itself out quickly. I'm dreading going back and starting my last semester of school because then its over and I actually have to do something, but even more so because I have to go back and I can't just do somehting now. I'm also dreading going back to work. Never have I felt so stressed about something that should be enjoyable, but the possibility of getting fired actually totally freaks me out. Especially from my part time job that no one should honestly get fired from. I don't think it will happen, but just the prospect of that embarassment sucks. I'm pretty sure its time for me to find a new job but its difficult because I havent got the means of transport for getting to and from jobs that I could enjoy and not stress about.
So, ten days ago (today) my best friend packed up all his belongings and moved to Sydney, Australia and I miss him like mad. I'm so proud of him, I can't believe he actually did it. It's always been talked about but for people to take action in their words is hardly heard of. He says its beautiful and and I'm envious. A year is a long time when you're waiting for something, especially if you don't even know if its attainable or realistic. I've been thinking about post-secondary and if I'll get accepted to either of the institutions I want to go too and I get knots in my stomach just thinking about it. It seems so far away, but its really not. I haven't even gotten my passport yet. Or applied to college. Or finished Highschool. There just seems like theres so much to do before my life can even start. I just hope that everything works itself out quickly. I'm dreading going back and starting my last semester of school because then its over and I actually have to do something, but even more so because I have to go back and I can't just do somehting now. I'm also dreading going back to work. Never have I felt so stressed about something that should be enjoyable, but the possibility of getting fired actually totally freaks me out. Especially from my part time job that no one should honestly get fired from. I don't think it will happen, but just the prospect of that embarassment sucks. I'm pretty sure its time for me to find a new job but its difficult because I havent got the means of transport for getting to and from jobs that I could enjoy and not stress about.
March 18th, baby. I'm pretty pumped. I can't wait until i get my license. Thats so much freedom, I don't know if I'll know what to do with myself.
I'm going to youth tonight with Lori. It should be a great time. Steph is singing - i'm rreally looking forward to it. I'll write when I have something else to get off my chest.
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Update, update, update! If your going to keep a blog let people know about it! I'll be checkin up on it so ya know!
so this is my response to your post. go to post secondary! that's all. whatever you do, don't stop learning, no matttter what!
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